high heels + college= extremely tired.
gosh, how i wish high heels are not painful. just came back from college and feel like dipping my feet into a bowl of ice and be massaged. i sseeeerrrriiiiooooussssllllyyyy neeed a massage. it's been a crazy week so far, and it's only tuesday. guess what? it'll be much more interesting this friday. yeeeee, someone's gonna 'die' on friday, somehow i dont think it'll be me. or...could it be?
well anyway, i just checked out my good friend's friendster profile and found out that she's still with her boyfriend. i'm so happy for her! the only question is, HOW??? her boyfriend's here and she's in Sabah.
I have tried so many long-distance relationships and none, i mean by 0 (zero) of my long-distance relationships were succesful.
i hav tried honesty, making myself busy,not thinking about it too much, more making myself busy, reading, studying, singing, practically everything on the to do list to not think too much about my partner. still at the end of the day i found myself regretting getting myself into that kind of relationship. i have always been so emotionally attached to my other half. it's awful!!!
i remembered my first long-distance relationship, we got to see each other only once a month, and everytime we meet up we'd get so excited. i have always thought that the excitement was fun and it was actually the only reason i hang around.
cute? mayyyybe. rich? no. talented? abit. sweet? yeahh-ohkay.
Looking back at the long-distance relationship i had, i have to admit it was hard. not just hard actually, it was REALLY hard. the fact that you don't get to see around each other that much, or even loving each other's company were not the only reasons.
first, you tend to get envious of your other friends' relationship, it's a sad case but we all know this is true.
next, is uncertainty. sometimes you just have that uncertainty in you when you're in a long distance relationship- and even forgot that you're in one at times. uncertainty of alot of things. next, it's never enough. when you're so inlove with each other, and that 3 hours of meeting your partner is never enough. things happen so fast, from the moment you say your HIs until the moment you hugged goodbyes.
I'm awful in long-distance relationships. i admit it before and i admit it again. i have told my exs before and now i'm telling you. people told me before and it stays in me ever since.
i have always admired my friends who are in long-distance relationships. it's not inspiring, i must say that, but something about it makes me admire them.
it's never easy to have a relationship. what more if it's a long-distance?
Love,
Jacqkie.
gosh, how i wish high heels are not painful. just came back from college and feel like dipping my feet into a bowl of ice and be massaged. i sseeeerrrriiiiooooussssllllyyyy neeed a massage. it's been a crazy week so far, and it's only tuesday. guess what? it'll be much more interesting this friday. yeeeee, someone's gonna 'die' on friday, somehow i dont think it'll be me. or...could it be?
well anyway, i just checked out my good friend's friendster profile and found out that she's still with her boyfriend. i'm so happy for her! the only question is, HOW??? her boyfriend's here and she's in Sabah.
I have tried so many long-distance relationships and none, i mean by 0 (zero) of my long-distance relationships were succesful.
i hav tried honesty, making myself busy,not thinking about it too much, more making myself busy, reading, studying, singing, practically everything on the to do list to not think too much about my partner. still at the end of the day i found myself regretting getting myself into that kind of relationship. i have always been so emotionally attached to my other half. it's awful!!!
i remembered my first long-distance relationship, we got to see each other only once a month, and everytime we meet up we'd get so excited. i have always thought that the excitement was fun and it was actually the only reason i hang around.
cute? mayyyybe. rich? no. talented? abit. sweet? yeahh-ohkay.
Looking back at the long-distance relationship i had, i have to admit it was hard. not just hard actually, it was REALLY hard. the fact that you don't get to see around each other that much, or even loving each other's company were not the only reasons.
first, you tend to get envious of your other friends' relationship, it's a sad case but we all know this is true.
next, is uncertainty. sometimes you just have that uncertainty in you when you're in a long distance relationship- and even forgot that you're in one at times. uncertainty of alot of things. next, it's never enough. when you're so inlove with each other, and that 3 hours of meeting your partner is never enough. things happen so fast, from the moment you say your HIs until the moment you hugged goodbyes.
I'm awful in long-distance relationships. i admit it before and i admit it again. i have told my exs before and now i'm telling you. people told me before and it stays in me ever since.
i have always admired my friends who are in long-distance relationships. it's not inspiring, i must say that, but something about it makes me admire them.
it's never easy to have a relationship. what more if it's a long-distance?
Love,
Jacqkie.
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I SO KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.
LDR can never work for me either!
And ive been thru it twice!
sad aint it?
:)
miss you babe.