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my definition of love


"....but your picture on my wall,
it reminds me.. that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
..." - Dido, Thank You.
i had an interesting conversation with my cousin today. It was about sister to sister relationship. before you yawn as ya'll know i love to talk about my sister, i do hope you'll keep reading and give your comments on this. my cousin told me that wherever she goes, high and low she never gets enough of her sister. ..So do i.

when i first move to KL, of course i miss my home and everything, but nothing can make me cry. Nothing at all. I am a tough independent chick, missing my bed, my living room, car and everything was not so bad after all.
It was bloody awful though when i talk to my sister on the phone. Tears started flowing, i miss everything about her. I didnt realize how much i love her, until i was separated from her.

My cousin told me that i would understand her situation because that's exactly how i feel about my sister. She was with her sister for the past two days-every second, but the moment her sister step in to the Taxi to go back her place, she would cry; missing her so much already and not wanting to let go of her.

it's really hard to explain and describe what kind of relationship we have with our sister. I miss my mum yeah, but she doesn't know me as much as my sister does and most importantly understand me as much as my sis does. according to my cousin, her sister completes her in a way she doesn't realize it.

...they complete each other's sentences, internalized each other's body language, know what to expect, understand the weird problems they're facing, argues for the better, spits the harsh truths, forgives sincerely, repeats time to time, complaints for attention, push each other around, sing awfully together, dance like no one would understand, and gets on each other's nerves easily. isnt it obvious that all these tells you that she is completely herself when she is with her sister?

i couldnt help but missing my sister so much as for everything she said was absolutely true. my sister saw everything of me, from my skin(eheh) to my thoughts, absolutely no wall between us.
call it dangerous? i find it relieving founding someone i completely trust.
it is very different with other people. no matter how much friends she has and no matter how far i go, talking to our sister would be the perfect medicine for every 'sickness' we have.

she resembles everything; from my home, my sanity, my companion, my map, my lecturer, my future, my antidepressants and also my tranquilizers.

all i have to say is, sister to sister relationship is a very beautiful thing to me and i'm thankful it happen to me. it's such a blessing, and you can only tell it when you see me with her.

I guess it's the sister's nature to protect you from the world eventhough she is just fourteen (my sis is).
in conclusion, i love mummy and abang! haha. but it's my sister i cant live without. you know.


God's best gift to me after Mum & Abang, Jessica my sister!

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