Someone's going to get hurt...
Why did i ever came across with the sweetest most nicest guy ever while i'm in KK? i know someone's going to get hurt, if it's not me then it's definitely going to be him.
I was hoping this holiday i wouldn't meet anyone nice and most importantly someone I'm attracted to. Somehow, it happened. He popped into my life just like that, without no warning no nothing.
he makes me feel special, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me shy and he makes me like him more and more each day everytime i talk to him. I get all nervous when i talk to him on the phone, and my sister knows best- when i'm smiling and blushing on the phone(which is rare) i definitely has the hots for the caller.
Surprisingly, not any of these had happen to me for the whole of this year while i was in KL.
I've had only one major crush this year and even that- has no positive progress.
but can you imagine someone i noticed, noticed me too among others? who is willing to waste so much credit and time to get to know me? someone who's very humble that it makes me feel nice and simple when i talk to him? someone who's so caring that if there's a day he didn't call me, i would feel something's wrong? someone who's just there, all the time especially when i need a company? someone who has the kindest and most generous smile? someone who thinks i'm pretty without my any makeup? hihi.
His existence could be a wonderful thing or a painful experience.
And it's up to me to decide which one i want.
but who am i kidding, long distance relationships had never worked for me, and what makes me think that this one will? *sigh*
very Sad,
Jacqkie.
Why did i ever came across with the sweetest most nicest guy ever while i'm in KK? i know someone's going to get hurt, if it's not me then it's definitely going to be him.
I was hoping this holiday i wouldn't meet anyone nice and most importantly someone I'm attracted to. Somehow, it happened. He popped into my life just like that, without no warning no nothing.
he makes me feel special, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me shy and he makes me like him more and more each day everytime i talk to him. I get all nervous when i talk to him on the phone, and my sister knows best- when i'm smiling and blushing on the phone(which is rare) i definitely has the hots for the caller.
Surprisingly, not any of these had happen to me for the whole of this year while i was in KL.
I've had only one major crush this year and even that- has no positive progress.
but can you imagine someone i noticed, noticed me too among others? who is willing to waste so much credit and time to get to know me? someone who's very humble that it makes me feel nice and simple when i talk to him? someone who's so caring that if there's a day he didn't call me, i would feel something's wrong? someone who's just there, all the time especially when i need a company? someone who has the kindest and most generous smile? someone who thinks i'm pretty without my any makeup? hihi.
His existence could be a wonderful thing or a painful experience.
And it's up to me to decide which one i want.
but who am i kidding, long distance relationships had never worked for me, and what makes me think that this one will? *sigh*
very Sad,
Jacqkie.
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