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Dear Daren Yong A/L Devendran,

I dont give two shits of who'll read this, I just want to express in my public journal of how amazing you are.

We both agree that the L word has only one meaning. Sacrifice. That we both gave up alot of things to live our way, though it may or may not be align with other people's definitions of the L word, we chose to stick to ours.

You've not asked me to change even once since 5 months ago, so I havent, and I'm praying not abit of you will change too. You're the sweetest man I've ever met, and only you know the reason behind all your unbelivably lovely actions. You are the living example of the saying Actions Speak Louder Than Words.

You have that spontaneity in you that I'm dying to possess and I look up to you for that. You have that warmth in you that I'm sure, being with you is the safest thing to do. You're a pleasent gentleman, and I'm glad it's me who've been receiving the special attentions.

You love me for who I am, and what's more amazing for what I will be. You ignored yours and my flaws and saw in me the things I never thought I am or could be. You're the colour, the sunshine, the joy and the moon in my life. Screw my bad examples, but only you can make me write these things without feeling nauseous about it.

You're a wonderful person. A beautiful start in my life, a dear son, a sweet brother, and a very caring friend. You showed me that the simplest things are the best things in life. Love songs become belivable, and acceptable. Only 'cause, you came to picture after the shits we've been through.

You have made me become scared of being inseparable with you. The thought of not sticking to our comfort zone. The thought of having to go far, the thought of changing for who we are.

I want to be your best friend, your lover and last but not least your shoulder.

I Love You,
Jacqkie.

Comments

The Soundaholic said…
awwww Jacqkie.

I know what you mean dear.

This is sweet. Regards to Darren!

:)

I hope the best for the both of you!
3:37 PM
Swee said…
OMGGGGGGGGG, i can so feel the lovin here... It's HUGE... awwww, everything fits in nicely... =)
11:36 PM
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