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Patience, patience, patience, patience.
C-L-O-S-E-Y-O-U-R-M-O-U-T-H patience!

some people might salute me for my patience. i personally think it's one of my best trait. however, to be honest with you, right now, patience means shutting my mouth when i have to. if you dont know, i dont really bitch around. bitching around, is kinda like an old fashion trend for me. i dont dig it anymore. but yeah yeah, i do listen to what you have to bitch! ;) from my mouth- there's Nadah!


i just realized that the hardest thing about "life" is not the triple threat, Trials, Temptations and Tribulations. the PEOPLE around you ARE your live's worst enemy. i'm not saying tragedies and bad incidents are not bad, i'm just saying dealing with people is the hard-est.


Today, oh boy today! I constantly told myself,
"jacqkie, everyone is different, jacqkie, different people, different ways, jacqkie, different, different, DIFFERENT!!"


i was scaring myself with my-persuasion as i was also convincing myself-heck no, that i'm not going to give up and i'm going to overcome these different people. herm WEIRD. but yeah, thats what happenned.
I was very much close to say
" YOU KNOW WHAT, WHY DONT YOU DO IT BY YOURSELF?!!!!!",
to someone. with of course some French inserted in.


But i did not. Because i'm much more mature than that. so i decided to suck it in, and do what i have to do instead of making attitudes that actually do not contribute to anyyy-thing.


Mom just called. phew, it feels so good to tell her about my problems. and as expected, she gave me encouraging advices instead of condemning anyone.


-breath in-breath out-breath in-breath out-breath in-breath out-


*Dreaming of lounging at the living room, with a book in my hand and a Hot Neslo on the table, while talking to mummy and sis' sweetcraps about boys*
ahh, HOME.


Love,
Jacqkie.
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The Soundaholic said…
ah. thats how u and I differ.

I tend to be very blunt and burst whenever Im angry.

See patience is a virtue I have yet to learn to have.

hehe I should learn from you!

*saluting*

;)
5:37 PM
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