my heart hurts more than my feet and body combined together. After today, i swore to myself i would never hurt anyone the way i saw people got hurt. never.
**Today was Mass Collympics. It was extremely tiring. I was running my ass of here and there during the event. The sun burned my skin. I had to stand nearby the Paintball field all the time, and be aware of the teams that were playing and were going to play. TIRED.
I felt like i lifted a cow from a building to another building. i know the description is random but thats how tired i feel though i never lifted no cows. the heat was deargosh- HELLish.
**I wish i could blurt out everything. but i couldnt. I pity those who were seriously affected by it. I seriously pity them. I understand how they feel. I know what goes through their mind. I know what they hoped for. I know what they want to change. I just know. I feel their pain.
I am forgettable. I realized that just recently. I'll walk pass by you and if i dont look like a model or benefits you- you would ignore me completely. I would carry a house on my shoulder but you would see me just as another pest on the wall of the house. I am extremely quiet and very attentive, i would work discreetly and never stopped trying. I would still continue on walking eventhough i'm limping. ask me to run 1000miles to help people in need, i would. a simple pat on the back would make me smile forever.
I wish i could help my friend. but i dont think by anyways. they should help themselves by brushing it off. All they need is encouragement to walk straight again. it's not a slap on the face, just misunderstanding that is very immature.
My body hurts badly, that must mean i did a great job right. I didnt have enough sleep. Worked really hard, and glad MassCOOL 07 is over :)
p/s: *Pics of MassCOOL 07- (ngeehehee thats what i call it now) will be uploaded once i got it*
Love,
Jacqkie.
**Today was Mass Collympics. It was extremely tiring. I was running my ass of here and there during the event. The sun burned my skin. I had to stand nearby the Paintball field all the time, and be aware of the teams that were playing and were going to play. TIRED.
I felt like i lifted a cow from a building to another building. i know the description is random but thats how tired i feel though i never lifted no cows. the heat was deargosh- HELLish.
How could people do that to other people?
**I wish i could blurt out everything. but i couldnt. I pity those who were seriously affected by it. I seriously pity them. I understand how they feel. I know what goes through their mind. I know what they hoped for. I know what they want to change. I just know. I feel their pain.
I am forgettable. I realized that just recently. I'll walk pass by you and if i dont look like a model or benefits you- you would ignore me completely. I would carry a house on my shoulder but you would see me just as another pest on the wall of the house. I am extremely quiet and very attentive, i would work discreetly and never stopped trying. I would still continue on walking eventhough i'm limping. ask me to run 1000miles to help people in need, i would. a simple pat on the back would make me smile forever.
*takes deep breath*
I wish i could help my friend. but i dont think by anyways. they should help themselves by brushing it off. All they need is encouragement to walk straight again. it's not a slap on the face, just misunderstanding that is very immature.
My body hurts badly, that must mean i did a great job right. I didnt have enough sleep. Worked really hard, and glad MassCOOL 07 is over :)
p/s: *Pics of MassCOOL 07- (ngeehehee thats what i call it now) will be uploaded once i got it*
Love,
Jacqkie.
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*inhales deeply*
we're being mistreated thats what it is!
*big bear hug*
i wish they'd just leave us be...
we need major cooling time lah babe.
sigh,
lots of love XOXOXO,
beth.