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why oh why am i just like any normal girls who'll pretty much drooled over nice guys?

what? because he listens to my family's stories? because he makes comforting jokes? because he knows what he wants? because he loves his family? because he's not into illegal drugs and looks healthy? because he cares about other people? because he drives nicely? because he studies? because he works too? because he cares about me? because he's rich? because he thinks i'm pretty? because he likes talking to me?

stop it!

i cant drool over almost-perfect-and-most-importantly-i-like-him kinda guys. or in this matter a, guy. because he's just what? nice? attentive?
well guess what, I AM.

i have always thought that dealing with boys i like is easy. but no. i hate the fact that everytime you get excited with another guy it's going to be the same all over again.

>you like him. you dont know he likes you. he calls you. you get dates. he sends you home. you wait for his msgs or calls. and you wait for him somemore.

so WHAT?

obviously, you can tell that i like someone now huh?

i dont know. maybe. yeah. i think so. i hope not!

I'm not sure!

and the annoying thing is i dont know how to handle it. it's stupid because i've been through all these overrrr and overrrrrrrrr and overrrrrrrrr again. and i still dont know what to do next?

i hang out with a lot of people but i have a feeling i like him. like really! after a year of not having this kinda feeling i think i do now. this particular guy. and if you really know me, you would know that it's not easy for me to like guys. it takes time. a whoooooolllle lot of time!
i dont like random cute or tall guys. i DONT. remember the post that i told you i think i like this one guy and everything- in the september or october 06 archives if i'm not mistaken?

yeah it was him! and i havent like anyone ever since!

Love,
Jacqkie.
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-bba- said…
I'll lend you a secret. Been there, done that. Yes, it's the over and over and OVER again vicious cycle of being heads over heels liking ..nay..caring for someone.

Love/friendship is a ship of risks. Without taking chances, how would you know whether you've met the 'right' people?

Sometimes, you've got to let your own feelings to try reach out for someone, or even, give the other person to actually get to know you. Yes, it's hard, yes, it's tiring, but hey, if roller costers are your cup of tea, then liking/loving this guy should be like another roller coster ride.

Have fun, go with the flow. Plus, you've got to meet the wrong people before you actually meet the right one. Kan?
11:40 PM
The Soundaholic said…
hey babe,

my first ever comment on your blog.

Truth is, when it comes to things like this, you can never be sure. And the waiting, its aggravating! And yea, tell me about the ALL OVER AGAIN part, cause I so have been there too.

but then its a give and take thing you know? sometimes you have to show a wee bit of your feeling. sometimes you have to play it cool.

hehe whatever it is, when the right guy comes, you'll know the moves. trust me. ;)

mwah!
11:57 PM
Jacqkie Rowena said…
*shy* really-really shy to do something. but, i will try my very best to try and do ANY thing. :D
12:13 AM
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