I love talking to my brother. Especially about his life as a doctor. It makes everything I worry about seem SO PATHETIC compare to what he sees and experiences. Nothing like the eyes, the heart and the conscience of a doctor. I used to envy his intelligence, his courage to pick a road less traveled but now I just admire him. Why do you always wake up early in the morning at 5AM? Even during the holidays?! Why do you always sleep in? I have a very relaxed personality. No. It's because your job doesn't equate to deaths. Well, what I do for living makes me a critical person. At times I'm wide awake throughout the night thinking about my patients. Our patients don't know that. Even during the holidays? Most of the time if you make a mistake in your job no one literally dies. We lose lives as part of our mistakes. Our decisions, our conscience. I assisted a surgery for 10 hours before. I couldn't pee, I couldn't think of peeing, I couldn't even think
Travel the world with me to the ends of Europe right to my home in Borneo; while still keeping my job!