During previous years, when I was celebrating to usher the new year, I had the greatest feelings that life has this stretch of endless possibilities, so many things to look forward to, so many things to try the waters to. This year's however felt different. Maybe cause it hasn't kicked into my system yet - but this year's welcoming felt like, a familiar book.
A feeling that tells me that there would be some-sort of accordance in it's storyline. Is this a good thing?
No. not to me.
Of course life shakes and stirs us up with the strangest of surprises along the way, but I guess what I meant is that it felt like besides minor decisions, life will somehow end about the same way it ended last year's. Every year I am thankful of what the year has given me. Small decisions, big decisions, are all accumulative of all what that had happened in life.
So this year, I want to live a-bit towards extremity. I don't know in what sense, neither do I know how it will result in to, but I will. I'd figure life would be sloping down to stagnant points by the time I settle down to a lot of things.
This year has (in)definitely taught me a lot of things. But the essence of it all would be ; strength, love and gratefulness. This year's goals? Exactly the same as last year's :
Travel.
Thank you 2010.
Jacqueline Rowena @ Jacqkie.
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