Showing posts from July, 2008

Orientation Day

Today was my first day of degree. Well it wasn't much actually, because all I did was sitting in a cold room, trying to make every bit of what the speaker says, sound funny. Just because. Oh, and I even renamed all my images in the phone. That's how bored I was.

Other than that, I met old and new friends today :) Super happy because I get to do a little bit of networking. Am I excited for a newer, bigger class? Yes and no. I'm not interested in big classes because my attention span would be lesser, but I'd get to listen to more random opinions, and definitely see more colours that gives life to a class. That is of course a plus point.

Life's been slightly difficult for me these past few days. I haven't done much talking to some people and I hope that things will get better in time. I couldn't help but feel tremendously guilty because I knew it was my fault that I got carried away. I'm trying to make things work now, but somehow I'm... Scared. Please G…

Dress Up Games

Good morning fellow friends whom I've quite been separated from these past few months, I'm finally done with my latest internship, something that I did for my own experience. To be honest, when I first started the whole thing it was something I hated, because as millions of my friends out there enjoying their holidays partying till morning or even wake up way too late that all they need to do is eat dinner and then sleep again, Well, I didn't work, I interned! Something youths nowadays don't really want to do for that cute amount of money.

Yeah. Expect the usual interns treatment, and of course the usual workload.

I'm actually trying to get myself a bit of a break until college starts. Working was (good lord, feels nice using 'was') so tiring, I felt like giving up half-way, but of course the stubborn headed Jacqkie wouldn't do that, so she didn't of course with ambitions that this training gets to teach her a thing or two.

I'm currently playing so…

does it make the world go round?

Completely disturbed by it? Yes, I have to admit it. I have no right to say anything, but the impact it had on me was so strong I wanted to scream to everyone of my opinion without listening to others'. It was unfair. I shut my mouth but not my thoughts. I couldn't shake the thought out of my head.

How do I even begin to express what I felt? you, f, e.. herm. No, not those words. It's not my place to pass judgements to people I barely talk to. The style, the expression, the motive - it was dejavu. I could have sworn the last time it happened I hated talking to anyone and hear another damn bloody plead. I mean I actually felt what she felt, I wanted to grab hold of all her emotions and throw it to the road, let all the cars crush it for her, and tell her, everything will pass - time will heal.

..But where do I bloody start?

I don't want an opinion. I don't want a suggestion. I just wanted to let every bit of my thought go- I just wanted to let it out. It feels strangel…

Starbucks and Work

Gavin Degraw - I don't Want To Be

How many billion years ago did I last updated my blog? It seems like for July, it has only been three times I've posted something in here. I'm counting the days till I get to enjoy my holidays again. Working's been fun, but if there's anything I hate about working it's the discipline part of the job and of course the responsibility. And you know what, even when I'm typing this down I constantly want to press Ctrl + S (to those who don't know this is to save your work) and it makes me realize I'm a bloody workaholic! You know what's worst - I feel darn good about it sometimes.

Taxi to Midvalley: RM6.00
Visit to Starbucks for Breakfast and Work: RM20.00
Taxi to One-U: RM13.00
Moviefor Daren to teman meon my work: RM5.00
Lunch: RM7.00

Experienc e of working: PRICELESS
Daren's sweet gesture of accompanying me (but felt asleep for the entire movie):

I can't even pen-down my words to describe the exper…

Baby's Day

I wanted to do a lot more different things for you and with you since this is my first time celebrating your day, but I realized you're so much more than a celebration of a day..

It's funny how this is your special day but everytime these special occasions come near, it's as if I'm the one celebrating. If you must know, I didn't have much when I first came here, the only thing I had was my conscience. Slowly I met great people, amazing friendships, splendid companionship but there's always something missing. I would walk alone by myself after college to home, I would go to parties myself and what's worst I would eat dinner myself thinking, this is fine. Sure, it felt good to do things alone once in a while, but this is when these long lines make sense; I celebrated something more when you celebrate something else... YOU.

You're beautiful when you're most vulnerable, yet the hardest to be close with when you confine yourselves from things that bother …

New friendship

This feels good, right and most importantly comfortable. I can't help but telling myself that the history is too webby for us to explore, it should've just left it untouched. I got myself messed up when I know about the past, especially when I chose to believe whether the future will ever be any bit like the past. Then I met them,

I'm currently using sweets' computer for this post. After I'm done using it, I'm going upstairs to watch him and his brother Nolen, play PS2. To say that I'm happy that things has been going very well, it's safe to say that I'm loving every second of it. I love being an outsider, yet remained loved and cared for even though I have very little contact with them. I prefer my identity as someone who does not need to know so much about their lives, but yet they welcomed me with alot of love, it feels sweet. Sometimes, it's not who you treat, but why you did so.

My inspiration from this post came from a piece of paper, that e…

Laptop died

Dear friends, I am blogging from the office again, this time it's less cold and less work too. It's 5 minutes till I'm done for the day and I'm off to get sweets' birthday presents. The trick is, he's always there with me, including tonight. Will inform of you birthday details soon, dont worry!

I'm finding a way to look for his presents without him noticing it. Wish me luck guys! Oh yea, sadly to inform you all my laptop finally died few days back and I'm laptop-less now, rather entertainment less. I can't check my facebook, blog, basically I can't do alot of things. *sigh*

I hope to fix it soon, but I am way too busy with work myself. Argh. Okay, this post is sickly boring I know, just thought I'd update you guys bit by bit, whenever I can.

Oops, baby will be here soon. GTG.

Jacqueline Rowena @ Jacqkie.