Amy Winehouse- Tears dry own their own "I don't know why I got so attached..."- Winehouse I'm angry at myself. It sucks to be a woman. Not a girl, a woman . I bid in awe the man who invented the term white lies, as it is, clearly, a remakable talent to define it as 'lying-for-your-own-ass-for-your-own-good'. Rite . Experienced with white lies too many, I'm numb with it. and I bet we all are. I'm currently filled with alot of emotions. But then again, I am a woman. This is this, that is that, no means no, yes means yes. Goodness me, why can't I be more, like most men, maybe? Who would take things as it is, and best of all, blardy lives for the present. I am a self-centred, concerned, manipulative 50 year old mother stucked, in a 19 year old's body. I should just live and let live, and ignore the future. I could smell it . I could hear people talking, yet, I wake up the very next morning, in defiance of my endless thoughts. We're all grown