Showing posts from March, 2008

Stop playing that song!

I cannot believe I'm actually falling for the song Teardrops on my Guitar. WTF.

I hate it when this happen, you know when you're confident you will not ever in your living years like that song (not that you'd hate it, you just wont like it), and when you do- you feel like biting your ears to stop yourself from re-playing that song.

Had a presentation today on Interpersonal Attraction and you know what, it's true, pretty people usually gets their way. Most of the time, pretty people are welcome more then them not so pretty people. What the hell am I talking, I dont even know the definition of pretty in this context.

Alvin's 20th Birthday (Ash's camera)I feel very sad that pretty people stick to their kind or even so- gets the final say of who's not pretty and who is. Confidence is like a bitchy roller coaster- it can go up anytime, worst case- goes down when you least want it. It kills your mood, it sucks rationality from you, worst- it stops you from moving fo…


I have so much work on my deskptop that I no longer can see mine and sweets' smiles on this wallpaper. Gosh, I'm so stressed. I need a waffle!


Congratulations Kakak Milla! :)

Assuming that all of the pictures below got the word Jacqkie's on it (copyright reasons), I think ya'll can tell where I was the whole week I went MIA.

Going back hometown, never felt this good. Seriously. The fact that everyone was there and that everyone was in their joyous of mood for one of our loved cousin is now a Puan, everything went well.

Congratulations Kakak Milla! :)

Playing cards together among us cousins (last was about 10 years ago?) was so much fun! Time passed so fast that we forgot we were already playing for hours, and hours. Honestly speaking, I couldn't have ask for more in a trip-back home than that.

I enjoyed the company of them little rascals (which somehow or rather seemed to grow faster by the month! what the,), and of course I very much enjoyed the food, there in KK.

The lovely couple, Karmilla & Zain.
Bella (the sweet one), Fiqa (the devil in disguise), & Mira (the smart one)
The bugger love kids as much as I do, but apparently, the kids do…


2.47 Am.

The baby sister is sleeping next to me, and the tv is purposely switched-on to accompany me. This feels more like writing a journal. It's personal and moody this time.

The unusual Jacqkie is talking, for at the moment I'm currently feeling a-bit, sad. I have so many things going through my mind, it saddens me to realize that in time, I wont have any more of my favourite things. Things will change and only I should and can reinforce the changes. I decided to put myself in a sacrificial mode, that things change because I want things for the better, and let it bloom from where I stopped.

I feel hopeless, and speechless of what people sees me as.I'm experiencing low-self esteem, still in disbelief, and really understood now what people meant by the three simple yet very true words, "You don't understand." Clearly, no one really gets what you mean, hurts more when you know no one, really no one, believes you.

I tried making sense of the things that happened t…

Just 'cause, I'm free

I woke up at about 10.30AM or so and had Honey Stars for breakfast.

I looked around. I knew I'd be dead bored in the mornings, so I decided on Internet and goes back to sleep after that.

....I took the LRT to somewhere uncertain. I know I reached the place after 15 mins in the train. The place was windy, full of trees and as if it was coloured with pencil. It looked abit like a drawing you'd see in a gallery. I wasn't alone yet felt I was, there were no familiar faces at all.

Out of nowhere came a man with a funny expression on his face;

"Who wants to answer the next question?"
I was like "WTF?"
"Name me one type of a Monkey's Breed?"


With confidence, pure randomness and insanity- I friggin answered him "PUAKA!"

I felt like bitch-slapping my brain, due to my random answer. OMG. Then I saw, this one familiar face, a Malaysian actor (Mohd Idham, I think), giving me the "I believe in you.." look which I thoug…

I'm in KK

It started off with the Bazaar that proPassion Communications did last Tuesday and Wednesday. I swear to God, everyone did so awesome; everyone should be given a sponsored whole body massage. Seriously! This is what I had to do for two days:

“Hey, have you heard about proPassion Communications?”
“Okay! Now, I’m going to give you a lec…”

The guy walks away.

I’m beginning to bore my readers with my non-visual aids posts.

But what sweets did last Tuesday was too cute it’s a waste not to help you to imagine it. He joined a biting, I repeat, biting- an apple competition, and ended up winning first. I saw the crowd (…err, mine and his friends actually) rooting over him, cursed myself for not being able to join him, overjoyed when saw he won and got scared when heard, he took the competition a little bit too seriously that he swallowed the big-ass apple’s seed as well.

“…after I swallowed it kan, then I realized I feel a bit the funny la…

So who you're voting la?

I shoved nasi campur, McD's Ice Cream, specifically Peanut Butter + Chocolate Waffles, Fries, Van Houten's Chocolate, Bubble Teas, Neslo Panas, Neslo Ais, more Neslo Panas, fried chicken, roti telur, curry puffs...

OMG. These few days have been radical. Not only have I been eating tons of funny food, I've also been doing some crazy things a.k.a rock climbing and not "sleeping at night by 11PM". I bet you, if I keep up with rock climbing every week I'm going to look like one of the Williams, Serena or Venus- your pick? But then again, with the rate I'm going with the food, I may just stuck this way. *makes angry face*

The doctor came last Friday to drop his things in my place before he's off to Johor. He gave me his matress, his (gilerbabisexynakmampus) black couch, collecting-dust guitar (yes, I was surprised too) and my all time favourite, his KITE. I must bold that word! When me and sweets saw it, I swear, we thought it was an IMU's Club flag, but…