Never have i felt so desperate for the weekend until yesterday. I hate working life. I really really do. The fact that you get paid after 30 days of working your donkey ass off- drew things worst.
I am not ready for the working life. I really am not...
Something is really wrong with my body. I have been coughing and sneezing for the past two weeks now. I'm fluish, and I get major headaches once in a while. I have occasional abdomenal cramps which can be disturbingly painful at times. I couldn't sleep well most of the nights because of all these body pain and had to wake up early for work :(
Met up with Kerry, Sway, Audrey and Denise last Thursday. I love you and I miss you guys so much. Thanks for meeting up with me last Thursday. Although I was really half dead after a day's work, but everything was worth it, really.
I've been trying (very hard, believe me) to avoid cold drinks and anything sweet! But of course, i failed. I could've said no to the Long Island Teas and Kakak's coffees, but they're so inviting and silly me, I got blinded by it. and worsened by it. much much much worsened by it.
My brother's coming for the weekend. The bugger's birthday was yesterday and I bought him a Jazz cd which I'm dying to get for myself. *cries* He's 23 now, and I hate the fact that he's (we)getting older by the minute. Wish I could get back to the good ol' days when life was so much fun with him literally pulling my hair all the time and me on the other hand would betray him, by telling mummy what he's done. Oh but we still do that all the time, just not the hair and less physical, :P From my bully to my personal health consultant, I love my abang so much.
Regina Spektor tackled me with the first few lines of the song Fidelity. Mazidah, listen to that song and you'll get what I mean. It reminds me of things that I dwell upon too much. TOO freaking MUCH.
Have a nice relaxing weekend everyone.
Love,
Jacqkie.
I am not ready for the working life. I really am not...
Something is really wrong with my body. I have been coughing and sneezing for the past two weeks now. I'm fluish, and I get major headaches once in a while. I have occasional abdomenal cramps which can be disturbingly painful at times. I couldn't sleep well most of the nights because of all these body pain and had to wake up early for work :(
Met up with Kerry, Sway, Audrey and Denise last Thursday. I love you and I miss you guys so much. Thanks for meeting up with me last Thursday. Although I was really half dead after a day's work, but everything was worth it, really.
I've been trying (very hard, believe me) to avoid cold drinks and anything sweet! But of course, i failed. I could've said no to the Long Island Teas and Kakak's coffees, but they're so inviting and silly me, I got blinded by it. and worsened by it. much much much worsened by it.
My brother's coming for the weekend. The bugger's birthday was yesterday and I bought him a Jazz cd which I'm dying to get for myself. *cries* He's 23 now, and I hate the fact that he's (we)getting older by the minute. Wish I could get back to the good ol' days when life was so much fun with him literally pulling my hair all the time and me on the other hand would betray him, by telling mummy what he's done. Oh but we still do that all the time, just not the hair and less physical, :P From my bully to my personal health consultant, I love my abang so much.
Regina Spektor tackled me with the first few lines of the song Fidelity. Mazidah, listen to that song and you'll get what I mean. It reminds me of things that I dwell upon too much. TOO freaking MUCH.
Have a nice relaxing weekend everyone.
Love,
Jacqkie.
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THIS IS THE TIME WHEN I SAY THAT WE ARE SO FREAKINGLY SIMILAR THAT IT SCARES ME TO DEATH!!!
I'VE BEEN HOOKED ON THAT SONG FIDELITY FOR MONTHS NOW!!! ALMOST A YEAR!!!!!
IT'S CONSTANTLY ON MY PLAYLIST AND I'D LISTEN TO IT EVERYDAY.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WE ARE SO SCARY SOMETIMES
*breathes in*
Omg. We are so connected. sigh!
I LOVE YOU.
and yes, that song speaks volumes of HOW I AM FEELING too.
Oh Jacqkie I miss yoU!
;)
sorry. Got so excited. Excuse the caps ;)
THIS IS SO FREAKY.
I love you too. and dont bother about the caps. It's just so freaky, I KNOW.