Hypocrite talking!

I'm a hypocrite.

I like having a great time with my girlfriends and friends in the club or any parties but I can’t allow myself to "find" men from there. Why?

I will make some brutal assumptions/ judgements so bear with me.

I hate the fact that they're asking girls for numbers just because the atmosphere (or drinks) can make them to. I hate the fact that these people live and breathe entertainment or cigarettes just for that night, while scouting for girls who are just as lonelier as they are on the inside. I hate the fact it's them who decide whose hot and who's not. I hate the fact that maybe; just maybe their other half is not there with them knowing that they’re doing all these. And what's worst, I hate the fact that there will always be someone like me amongst them, but because of the place he's in, I stereotyped all of them alike.

I’d scoot free myself with these assumptions of myself by myself in the name of fun. How unfair of me.

…And there I am in the same place, with the same intentions as they are when I’m playing around. I try my best avoiding them which I always fail miserably as some random X-Y-Z would always come up to me with his hands and intentions to wrap himself all over me. (GROSS!)

I’m just waiting for that day, that day when I’m finally tired of all these outings.

Because right now, I’m not! :D

News of the day: I will be wearing glasses *thunder sounds* in 2 weeks time. (Yes Denise, I went for eyes-check already). After months of having blurry eye-sight especially when it comes to textual slides and people’s faces, I realize damn it, I do have eyesight-problems!

I have a feeling my friends will dance and rejoice for the day I will be wearing glasses. I can actually visualize my sister laughing her ass off at me since I’m now in-away disable just like her when I made fun of her when she can’t see when we go swimming. Karma is a *gritting teeth*

I’m surprising my KK friends as well. Maybe not who’s reading this (DUH jacqkie-duh).

So please do open your houses (literally) as I will gate-crash it with a huge smile and a bigger appetite! …and please pretend to be surprise. It helps. Really... Haha!

Oh, I attended The Stop Child Sexual Abuse Campaign last night and went straight to clubbing.


Kerry!
Carol! My mum will be so proud of me, that necklace for clubbing yo!
Denise!..where's Paul?
One of my favourite local act as well. Juwita Suwito. She's seriously awesome.

I saw this really cute 4-year old girl this morning, fixing her thin smooth black hair, and sulk "un-believably adorable" when she couldn't do it by herself after 30seconds of struggling. She smiled sheepishly at me and gave the ribbon to her mum, surrendering her un-fruitful action.

and I asked myself.

"Who in their right mind would torture so brutally these beautiful little people?"

and I got slightly emo after that.

Love,
Jacqkie.

Comments

DeGiRL said…
hahah! good for you babe! now you can see properly!! glasses takes a lil time to get used to, but it'll be ok after a while.. plus, there's always the option of contact lens.. :)
Jacqkie! said…
I despise contact lense!

..except if they're coloured ones.

:P

but yes. I've joined the club.
-[sweei]- said…
OMG!!! Jacqkie with glasses!!! you're gonna be HAWT! Like those secretaries. Wahahahaha, You'll look great regardless with speaks or not. So don't worry so much *grins*...I'm super excited babe!!!

Can't wait can't wait can't wait!

Glad you had fun during that final event. Hehehe, looks like u really did enjoy yourself.

HEY! wait a minute,but by the time u get glasses you'll be in KK! *dammit*
*sighs*
mich T said…
can't wait to see u in glasses!i'm waiting 4 u..ngehehe
Jacqkie! said…
Sweei: GOSH! I WILL NOT LOOK hawt in Glasses okay.

:S

Mich T: dont tell they all that i'll be wearing glasses!! :D I'm cominggggg!

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