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weirdness

I just find out something disturbing today.

screw that. my weekend's not gonna be ruined because of it. no no, i still like him, it's just that i dont see him that much nowadays.

psst. if I could, I would avoid celebrities y'know, but since meeting and talking to them is sort of in the nature of my career, I kind-a have to. they can either melt you or dissapoint you. in my case, it's the inability to stop thinking about him. shit. shit. shit. and it's not Razif for goodness sake.

I sat there listening to my mp3 trying to ignore the whole world like i always do. I identified my college-mates but they were talking to each other and they didn't even gave me a glance. The train came, and I got in. Them too.

30 minutes later.

All of them were around 15cm from me. I could feel one of them breathing behind me. Gosh. How ironic it is when you see them in college and you dont even know they exist, but there you are standing together in an intimate proximity laughing at the s…

One Night With Phunk

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Life has been extremely busy this week. If i could close my eyes and force my self to rest my head, I can still visualize those moments where I was practically running around and carrying things, and I could actually listen; every part of my body moaning in pain. I kesian my body u know. Since Project Phunk is finally over and I can now tilt my head and rest, I have to say I have learnt alot of things these couple of weeks:

a) If i were given a chance, I dont think I ever want to be a celebrity. Even not being famous!

b) I find people who stick to their religion "rules and teachings" very... irresistible!

c) I dont think i'm going for attraction anymore. Somehow personality always makes me smile first. *blushes*

d) I dont think I want to like my crush anymore, he seems so Friend-ish. So single it is?

e) Rude people should be vacuumed from this Earth. I just feel like shoving my foot to their mouth and wish they'll go dumb and deaf, while I'm at it. *makes irritated…

Have A Nice Day!

I. Must. Tell. You. What. Happened.

It's one of those days that everything happened perfectly at its times.

I woke up this morning, washed my clothes (yes, instead of last night) had lunch and watch some Friends. I decided to go to Section 14 (around 15 minutes walk from my house) to look for Audrey's birthday present.

I reached Jaya. Saw a couple of sales executives; damn I thought. I followed this bunch of girls from behind. They were approached by the Sales Executives. I on the other hand, managed to escape. Phew!

..So I decided on Audrey's present after 20 minutes contemplating whether she'll like it or not. I went up to the counter and the girl asked me whether I have the Popular member card. I answered no. A middle-aged guy overheard us:

Nice Guy: Hey, I got the Popular Member card. Can I borrow it to her?
Me: ...Hey. Thank you?
Nice Guy: No worries. I dont really use it all the time anyway.
Me: :)

*after paying*

Me: Thanks again Sir.
Nice Guy: Oh, dont worry about it.
Me: H…

I miss mummy

Ah, what I just did was pure sin. I just ate a whole zinger burger, a regular cheezy wedges, 6 pieces of nuggets and galloped a regular cup of 7up.

I suggest no more junk food!....

until october. hahahahahaha.

Anyway. It's a Friday night and I have absolutely no plans at all. If doing Laundry and Sleeping in all night is a plan then I guess, I have big plans tonight. (SAD CASE)

This world's been crazy sick, I dont understand it anymore. The young girl that was raped (with cucumber & brinjal) and was murdered, seriously bothered me. It's at times like these that I question God mercilessly. I will pray for her and her family.

Today was slightly sad and disturbing for me as well. My lecturer showed me the Petronas Advertisement for Last Year's Raya and my friend next to me broke to tears and me, almost to tears, as well. I was holding up so hard I didnt want to have another mass tear-ings anymore. and this some of you might know what I mean.

That commercial made me realize …

Click on Project Phunk's link!

I've received alot of stares lately.

I dont even know how to differentiate whether it's the good stare or the bad stare. And this is not even when I'm eating or drinking during bulan Ramadhan!

I. just. dont. know. why.

I feel like Project Phunk has sucked all the energy in my body. I was dragging myself early in the morning during the official launch and looked stoned for an hour or so. I practiced the script. I shook my head and visualized the people that will fill up the auditorium. Daym, I thought!

...Everything was completely worth it! the hundreds of people pouring in, compliments the Phunkers received, the valuable support, the laughters we shared with them, I would't trade it with anything in the world! (...Okay-okay maybe Lots and lots of Margaritas)

Will post up the pictures once I got it. If anything, please click on the Project Phunk's link. Thank you from the bottom of my heart who've helped us so far. Seriously, Thank You.

So, I'll say it's a dat…

Current mode: Feeling Stupid & Exremely Shy

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It's that feeling

Bulan Puasa can be an icebreaker for me.

Oh! Before I forget, Selamat Berpuasa Muslimin & Muslimat semua. Hope you guys have a good one, and cant wait for raya! Friends!! Kuih Rayaaaa! Holidays!! Food!!

P.S: someone better bring me to their open house. hahaha. :P

I'd be buying lunch and people would stare at me. Most of the time I let them, because I know it's not any of their fault.

After I pay, they would tease me.

"Awalnyeerr buke posa dikkkk???"
"erm, saya bukan Muslim"
"...."
"..erm.. yea." *making the can-I-get-my-food-now face*
"..orang aperr?"

I brushed off the idea of explaining 'orang apa' I am. So i took the easy way out,

"Sabah."

Huge part of me couldnt forgive myself for liking my crush too much. I wonder does he ever really think of me the way I think of him. And I would answer myself, "of course not, you silly girl!" carve a frown and cover my face, sheepishly smiling to myself.

It's much …

Sun-Shiny Days!

It's annoying when you get all giggly and jumpy when he's around.
It's annoying when you get all shy and go space out thinking of him when in fact he's just right infront of you.
It's annoying when he notices you, when all you want at that moment in time is to be invisible and ironically entertain yourself of his anticipated presence.
It's much more annoying when you feel your somewhat vulnerable, thinking people could actually read your mind by thinking all that, and maybe just maybe so can he...

my oh my.

My crush case is getting worst. I'm beginning to fall head over heels for him. I dont know what's gotten into me and how the hell he got me. I need someone to tell me that it's stupidity to like someone you barely talk to. and let me crush into pieces now, show me signs and tell me that's his off limits and stop this nonsense at this instant! God please give me the heart-breaking signs now!

Instead, God gave me more opportunities and accidents to &…

No easy access!

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Dear J,

Could you not make friends with my friend just because you want other people's number? I felt like cekik-ing you when I got the 411 about you, because before, my friend thought you liked her. I have experienced the same thing, and she said it's blardy irritating you know, and yes I know, because I too have felt that as I've mentioned earlier.

You dont ask everyone of us to follow you go lepak at 2am when all you really want is to bring me out. Dahlah, you barely speak to me at all, and all you did was talked to my friend, how in the world would i have the slightest idea that you have that crush on me?

Malu tak malu of you, I dont care. Because if it involves my friend feeling abit perasan-ish and me and my other friend supporting kao-kao the idea that you liked her, is sooo on top of the world not cool okay. We felt like we made her perasan even more, which is yea, we totally did. *slaps-head*

Yes you did muttered a few words to me, to be exact two words i think, like

Shh please!

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My girlfriend Stephie came from Pahang for the weekend and boy did we had so much fun! Despite the fact that she missed her bus on Sunday and had to come back all the way from Pudu to PJ, and scare the shit out of me, everything was as perfect as I thought and hoped it could be.

Oh i've missed talking to her about them and the occasional sensational conversations of who's dating who (we call it networking by the way), which only my girlfriends, I feel so comfortable talking to with.

The clock showed almost 4am but we both showed no signs of stopping although the whole day walking in the Masjid Jamek area totally desiccated us. Talking about how our other friends are falling head over heels for their partners at this moment in time and why we're not a part of the group. Oh yes, it's the usual boy-talk again in my post, which mind you I dont give a blah of what you think, but just oh it's just so syok to talk about them creatures, no? If Lisa Loeb can have a TV series …