First of all, i miss my brother so much. i want him to come PJ tonight so i can tell everything that happened to him. i miss you bang! bila ko mau jumpa sia?
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as i asked you earlier, why Scrubs and real hospitals arent the same? I went to Hospital Assunta last night to visit someone and i dont like hospitals at all. PERIOD. Dont get me wrong, i'm not those city girls that hates going to hospitals because it's gross or whatever, what i cant deal with are, the sad patients waiting for other people to visit them, the needles sticking out from their body, the spooky smell, the blood, the painful noises and the lonely 'elderlys' .
in short, the 'sad feeling' of hospital. i know i shouldn't have make them feel bad by pitying them, the problem is i got EXTREMELY soft heart at times that i can get so emotional looking at the patients and the hospital's environment.
Everytime i go to hospitals i would find myself trying so hard not to cry. it crushes me to see why hospitals are so big and why are they so many sick people in it. to know that there's tons of sickness in this world, scare me sometimes. i cant look at sick people, i would pity them and probably, i would just emotionally be there for them instead of 'fixing' their sickness.
i know, that's why my brother is the doctor. i envy him being able to help sick people and be the kind-doctor everyone wants to be. to know that he has what it takes to help-patients and most importantly he wont break down and sympathise other people, instead he'll do things to help.
no wonder doctors are doctors.
FYI, my abang just called and i burst out. I MISS HIM so much. and he's going back tomorrow. it's not fair. i want him to spend time with me first!
i should stop watching Scrubs. it makes me believe that Hospitals can be okay at times. i realized it can never be okay and stop saying it can because while you're talking, someone is on the Hospital bed getting operated.
Love,
Jacqkie.
Re to the title.
as i asked you earlier, why Scrubs and real hospitals arent the same? I went to Hospital Assunta last night to visit someone and i dont like hospitals at all. PERIOD. Dont get me wrong, i'm not those city girls that hates going to hospitals because it's gross or whatever, what i cant deal with are, the sad patients waiting for other people to visit them, the needles sticking out from their body, the spooky smell, the blood, the painful noises and the lonely 'elderlys' .
in short, the 'sad feeling' of hospital. i know i shouldn't have make them feel bad by pitying them, the problem is i got EXTREMELY soft heart at times that i can get so emotional looking at the patients and the hospital's environment.
Everytime i go to hospitals i would find myself trying so hard not to cry. it crushes me to see why hospitals are so big and why are they so many sick people in it. to know that there's tons of sickness in this world, scare me sometimes. i cant look at sick people, i would pity them and probably, i would just emotionally be there for them instead of 'fixing' their sickness.
i know, that's why my brother is the doctor. i envy him being able to help sick people and be the kind-doctor everyone wants to be. to know that he has what it takes to help-patients and most importantly he wont break down and sympathise other people, instead he'll do things to help.
no wonder doctors are doctors.
FYI, my abang just called and i burst out. I MISS HIM so much. and he's going back tomorrow. it's not fair. i want him to spend time with me first!
i should stop watching Scrubs. it makes me believe that Hospitals can be okay at times. i realized it can never be okay and stop saying it can because while you're talking, someone is on the Hospital bed getting operated.
Love,
Jacqkie.
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