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MR. J

I have known this guy for about 3 years now. I was in KK and he was staying in Selangor. He firstly added me in MSN and ever since we have "officially" became friends. He has always been this "I smoke-i'm spoiled-and i love girls so much kinda guy". He used to disgust me with his filthy jokes, scare me with his crazy stories, made me laughed at his weird jokes etc etc etc.
I have always hated and loved him at the same time. and he SO knows about it and hated and loved me too.

One normal night, as i was expecting normal conversations with him, somehow we got into some very personal and life issues conversation. He gave me his point of views on life and i gave mine. we're ALWAYS NOT in the same line but somehow were intrigued with each other's opinions.
I used to hate his opinions. They're very mean and well... realistic. Mine were always very mean(toooooo) but more emotions-based and he didnt liked it at all. He hated how i looked at things.

It was after the conversation that changed everything. He was as if in loved with me. All the drama, the hate, the fights- were loved. He told me he thought of me as someone special and very unique indeed.

He knew i was gonna go to KL to continue my studies thus the friendship till today. After talking to him online only for almost a year, he finally saw me in real life.

I remembered him asking me;

MR.J: How do i know if you're a real person?
Me: You're just gonna have to believe. Besides you've seen my pics on MSN. DUH.
MR.J: ya oh. Okayla.

It was cute of him to ask that question but hey, even if i were him i would ask the same thing. But maybe only to myself.

After he met up with me the first time, he kept asking me out. and again. and again. My answer never changed; NO and NO and NO. but he never gave up on me.

Until one time, i did. And said yes to going out with him.

I was expecting him to be all-out but yes, he did not. He became this shy guy and very "holy". I know. i was surprised myself!

***I just finished chatting up with him. NOW, he's extremely nice, very gentleman, respectful, sweet, hard-working and "clean". Talking to him is like talking to a 25 year olds. Although he's only a couple years older.

Interesting how time changes him huh? And back then i thought i was going to hate him forever.
Not anymore. I love MR.J(not relationship kind) and he loves me too! (the relationship kind- oops).

but i'm so proud of who he is now. Time might change how i see him too right? ;)

Love,
Jacqkie.

Comments

Anonymous said…
sepa la tu ah? ehehehe...
Anonymous said…
orang KL.. :)
-bba- said…
TATAP!

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