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give him back!


i meet up with abang today. yeay!! i miss him sooo soooo soooo much! as soon as i saw him i had this huge smile on my face and i know he could tell i miss him. i miss him asking me to do things for him, i miss him listening to whatever rubbish i said, i miss him calling me 'budu' at times, i miss his crazy jokes, i miss his weird long winded explanation, i miss listening to his stories, i miss talking to him about ika and mummy, i miss asking him things about medicine and 'doctory' stuffs, basically i miss him!


i always wonder sometimes why he's been so busy nowadays even when he's only a medic student. i envy everyone around him in Seremban who gets to spend time with him everyday, i envy them so much!


i get worried at times thinking he's so busy even he's only a student now, what's going to happen when he starts working already? when he has become a doctor? who's on call 24hours a day?

in a government's hospital? and then gets married? and with children?


NOOO.


i want my brother back!! i want my brother back!! stop stealing them you bloody future and career! I WANT HIM BACK! i dont want him to get old and has his own life! NO!


dont give me that look, i know i'm selfish people, but i guess i promise you i wont show it. i promise to be there for him no matter what happens and love him as much as i do now even when he's married or very busy with his career. i promise you i wont hurt him by saying i want him all to ourself(my family) and not sharing him with anyone. and i promise you to understand his career and keep this irrational childish feeling to myself and my sister. *makes sad face*
My sister and I cant never never never ever get enough of him.

i decided that I REALLY HATE GROWING UP!




Loves my brother,
Jacqkie.

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