if i could turn back time, i would go back to this afternoon. that very specific moment.
I made great friends with this one kid. I love her so much and so did she. everytime i meet her up she'll definitely have lots of things to tell me, she'll drag me everywhere and even advise me on some things in life. I must say, she's an intelligent, sweet and kind-hearted young girl.
I guess it has been a year or so since i last saw her.
I missed her so much, and knowing that she has family problems now wont make it any easier for us to meet up. I did cry once when i knew about her family problem, because it broke my heart to know that such young bright girl like her had to go through all that. I promised myself that if i ever would meet her up, i would hug her as hard as i can and talk to her like we always do.
** I was walking down the stairs, when i saw her sister was walking while talking to another girl. I stopped in front of everyone, and my eyes wandered around looking around them if my young friend was there,...and there she was walking with a smile on her face( she has a VERY beautiful smile, no kidding) while talking to her sis.
My heart tells me to run and grab her but my mind says, later.. she's spending time with her sis.
i decided to tegur her later after she's had her lunch as i saw her going towards a restaurant, and it was a stupid stupid decision i made.
after a couple of minutes, i went back to the restaurant, and went nuts when i saw she was no longer there. i forced myself to control from bursting into tears and decided to stay at one place, just in case we would come across each other again.
But, we didn't.
I waited for her for one hour, walking around, looking everywhere but still, there was no sign of her.. not even her sis and the other girl.
i couldn't help but blame myself for the waiting, and i didn't want to leave the spot as i'm afraid she might pass by there as soon as i leave, ..so many thoughts running through my mind...
eventually i left the place when my mum called me to meet her up and it's time to go home.
i was really dissapointed. i was still searching for her though on the way to meet up with my mum, i didn't wana give up. there's still chance for me to meet her again..
All i wanted was to know how she's doing, to see her smile again, to make her laugh again and if possible to get a hug from her.
It would mean the world to me.. unfortunately i only get few seconds glimpse of her.
I don't know if she'll still remember me when she has already grown up but my only hope is that she will still do remember me..and keep our friendship.
Hoping,
jacqkie.
I made great friends with this one kid. I love her so much and so did she. everytime i meet her up she'll definitely have lots of things to tell me, she'll drag me everywhere and even advise me on some things in life. I must say, she's an intelligent, sweet and kind-hearted young girl.
I guess it has been a year or so since i last saw her.
I missed her so much, and knowing that she has family problems now wont make it any easier for us to meet up. I did cry once when i knew about her family problem, because it broke my heart to know that such young bright girl like her had to go through all that. I promised myself that if i ever would meet her up, i would hug her as hard as i can and talk to her like we always do.
** I was walking down the stairs, when i saw her sister was walking while talking to another girl. I stopped in front of everyone, and my eyes wandered around looking around them if my young friend was there,...and there she was walking with a smile on her face( she has a VERY beautiful smile, no kidding) while talking to her sis.
My heart tells me to run and grab her but my mind says, later.. she's spending time with her sis.
i decided to tegur her later after she's had her lunch as i saw her going towards a restaurant, and it was a stupid stupid decision i made.
after a couple of minutes, i went back to the restaurant, and went nuts when i saw she was no longer there. i forced myself to control from bursting into tears and decided to stay at one place, just in case we would come across each other again.
But, we didn't.
I waited for her for one hour, walking around, looking everywhere but still, there was no sign of her.. not even her sis and the other girl.
i couldn't help but blame myself for the waiting, and i didn't want to leave the spot as i'm afraid she might pass by there as soon as i leave, ..so many thoughts running through my mind...
eventually i left the place when my mum called me to meet her up and it's time to go home.
i was really dissapointed. i was still searching for her though on the way to meet up with my mum, i didn't wana give up. there's still chance for me to meet her again..
All i wanted was to know how she's doing, to see her smile again, to make her laugh again and if possible to get a hug from her.
It would mean the world to me.. unfortunately i only get few seconds glimpse of her.
I don't know if she'll still remember me when she has already grown up but my only hope is that she will still do remember me..and keep our friendship.
Hoping,
jacqkie.
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