DATE: 25th November 2006 Shit, he’s got a girlfriend for goodness sake. Why are all boys like these? I’ve never even flirted with him. Not even a wink or even anything personal and private, nothing! Why? Deep down I knew he had something for me and it was very obvious. He was the mastermind for all the meetings and he knew exactly what to say to me. I saw him kept looking at me. Maybe I’m perasan, but if you were in my shoe you would feel the same thing. I hope it’s nothing scary. If not, he’ll break too many hearts and trusts. And I don’t want to be the reason for it. Worried, Jacqkie.
Travel the world with me to the ends of Europe right to my home in Borneo; while still keeping my job!