Monday, October 30, 2006

Herm, I’m scared to "strip off" myself in public, but well here it goes.
I know I’m a girl with that simple life and yes my blog wouldn’t be as interesting as other people’s blog, but well I do have some fun times too.
*sad tone*

Anyway, I went out with my cousin two weeks ago, and now then I kinda feel like telling the world what happen to me.

We went to a nearby bar. And to be honest I was not expecting anything that night. But then again, anything can happen. Had a couple of drinks. Drank and drank…. Until I realized I had too much. I had some shots and kept drinking and drinking.

When I first enter the bar I looked purely innocent, didn’t do anything much. Moved like few inches only. But then, everything went crazy when I got a little bit tipsy.
I had to dance to all those songs, I think to myself.
Although the songs are kinda weird and not really my taste, I just had to dance to it.

After a few crazy sexy moves, I felt the kick of the shots and glasses of beer I drank. Wohoo! I started to become a little braver.

A guy kept looking at me.
In fact there were a couple of guys that kept looking at me, oh wait, staring at me and checking me out. I noticed that but nah, I couldn’t care less.

Until, a waiter came up to me and told me a guy wanted to buy me a drink.
I wanted to be a nice person, so, I walk towards him and introduce myself.
The conversation went smoothly as I had no trouble talking to a guy, even a stranger.
Honestly I couldn’t remember anything much, I just remembered him caressing me abit and asking me to go to Ipoh with him to meet his mum.

I was drunk. I couldn’t really think well at that time.
I did not really remember what I said to him but I think I was still sober enough to say no to his drink and to Ipoh.
I remembered giving him my phone number though and it was an awful mistake.

The next day he called me. He kept calling and calling me. I couldn’t tahan and I decided to just pick up his call.

The guy:
hey Jackie, why didn’t u pick up my phone call just now?
erm, I was sleeping. Sorry.
The guy:
I don’t get it. I called you so many times and you still did not pick up.
Please don’t lie to me. I want us to be honest to each other. Don’t cheat on me.
Me: (thinking)[ what the heck? Who are you to me? You’re not even friend!]
Herm, I’m sorry okay next time I will pick up.

The phone line got cut.

Two days later he called me again. But I just couldn’t. I did not pick up his phone call. He’s freaking weird. His calls were endless. Everyday. Ergh.
Last night, he sent me a msg. It was a Sex message. I was extremely offended by it.
Now, I’m positive I’m never going to talk to that guy again.

Note: If you met a guy in the bar..

Would you give your phone number to him?
a) he could be a nice sweet guy and the guy you’ve been looking for, in your entire life or
b) He’s a weird guy just like the guy I met.

How? Would you give him your number?

Kerry (care bear)
Behonce, Carol, Sway and Cheryn
Caroline dahling
The Pretenders of the Night!

The Simply gorgeous Aud & Undeniably cute Sway.
Can u spell parteyy?

I went for my college’s prom the other night, to be specific on the
27th Oct 06.

To be honest, it was awesome.
The day began as early as 2pm when kerry and Audrey went to my place to lepak and practice their song.

They practiced well and, guess what, kerry and Audrey forced me, to sing in front of them. I couldn’t run away from them thus I had to sing few lines for them.
It was so embarrassing as ya’ll know I’m a Shy girl. So shy, that it will take a lot of time (and I mean BY A LOT) to speak to someone sometimes.
Well, there goes my short performance to Audrey and kerry.
We went to Subang Parade to do our makeup, and guess how we look like;

Swee wei looks like a Geisha! One word, grrr!
Audrey looks like a Punk rock chic. Cute!
Kerry looks like a Diva. She’s got the most dramatic make up among us, if u may ask!
Caroline dahling looks like OVER-chinesED according to her.
Me, well I thought I look just NOT myself.
The foundation and the concealer and the coloring of my face, dear gosh, I look like I’m some kinda weird defaced girl. *groosss*

I thought make up was supposed to accentuate your beauty features not changing your face!

Anyway, the day continues. We went back to redzuan and change to our formal attire and sexy heels. Oh boy, those heels do look gorgeous!
After finishing with our makeup and clothes; full costume I may say, we took a lot of pictures posing around acting we were the top models for the night! Wohoo. But, for the night only la. ( I’ll show ya’ll the pictures)

Continue, continue.. we all went to KL by ourselves. And yes, we did get lost a bit. It was a stress environment in the car as they all were figuring out and correcting each other that the way to the hotel Park Royal was this way and that way bla bla bla. I couldn’t really contribute much in that discussion because I’m not from around KL and I don’t really know much about KL’s selok belok. * sad me *

Anyway, reached park royal after 2hours in the car, and yes, the partey began straight away when we reached there. It was awesome. We took more pictures. Met more people. More and more pictures.

The joke of the night:
This is like a Debutante Function for all the virgin girls (referring to ALL the girls from TCHT that wore white that night). And we are like the non-virgins.
Because we wore other than white.* evil laugh*

What do I say to that?
Screw virgin/ unvirgin look! Yeah baby! I’m so glad I pick the black dress!

After having our dinner and watching my girls Audrey and kerry performed, I must say I’m so proud of them.
Hugs and kisses to these butterflies. Muah!
After the dinner and performances, not to mention the lecturer’s performance where they shake their booties like wohoo!
we went to dance floor and shake our booties instead. Hehe. Well, I must say kerry and Audrey are soo cool that they started the whole dance thing. Wow. It took them 5minutes according to them to make me dance in the dance floor and I was the most outstanding one after that.

Hm, say what?

Well, to all my close friends they know I really love dancing when there’s good music, so don’t be surprised when the conservative jacqkie is not that conservative in the dance floor. *wink*

Summary of the night:

Cute boys: tons.
Winked/ smiled at me: one waiter. Ayo. and some people I don’t think I’m attracted to. Haha. That’s why cant remember.
No of guys I danced with: none. (I run from boys. They’re gross when they dance)
No of beer I drank: one glass. Oh wait, it’s like only half. (darn you beer boy)
Hot girls: way more than hot boys I must say. .
No of pictures taken: TOOOOOO many.
A guy I remembered: the tcht guy. He’s not that hot and not that cute, but his confidence and Machoness makes go waaaaa.
My partner in crime for the night: CAROL!!! She danced likeee wooooaaahhh!!!
I love u!
Shockers of the night: Calyn and Cheryn. Damn, who say rajin people don’t partey?
P/s; they look steaming hot that night! * kisses*
Dancer for the night: Hands down, Behonce. You gegarkan the dance floor man.

Till then, that’s all from me for the prom night.
Love, Jacqkie.
My Holiday-Spenders!

Nathalie & Yen Ling

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Last Tuesday was awesome.
I met up with yen ling and nathalie my old punks from kk.
I just thought i would want to lepak with them, but hey, the extra time we got
allowed us to enter the Times Square's Cosmo Theme Park and actually played and have a blast!
wohoo! it was freaking awesome!

I managed to convince yen ling and nathalie of course that it's okay to ride those
crazy ass rides, and i mean by being flipped and tossed and turned around for 10minutes!
and yes, it was a 360 degree turn! wow, crazeee!

We firstly rode the dna mixer, wow, major mistake because we cannot even feel the earth after that ride!
we got turned upside down, tossed left to right and mixed SERIOUSLy! and it went on and on for minutes!
i tell you, those minutes felt like hourrss! *shivers*

Second, we took on the dizzy thingy which was yeah, contributes to alot of dizziness too.

Third, we rode the crazy ride (which i totally forgot the name of the ride) which i soooo remember how it turned us like!
It made me ecstatic listening to yen ling's shriek! yes, shriek!!!
Bear in my mind that my dear friend yen ling is a quiet girl. UNTIL we rode that ride.
Haha. *salutes myself, for making her scream like that*
it's rare okay?

Fourth, spinner yeah baby!
Interesting tale; yen ling was sitting with this one girl.
She had no idea that that ride would make them good friends. haha!
The ride got us spin so fast that the girl sitting next to yen ling was practically squished onto yen ling.
And they were both squished together, so close it was a funny sight for me and nathalie.
We sat two chairs behind them and imagine the joke we share while riding that spinner ride.
Our laughs were endless as it was hilariously so funny to look at yen ling and her "new" friend got so "close" together. LITERALLY! *giggling by myself thinking about it*

Fifth ride, the rollercoaster, or by the specific name, the super sonic coaster if i am not mistaken.
THE ride! the one that practically made me shiver and freaked out everytime i looked at it.
I could hear people screaming and shouting of excitement. And there i am in the line
waiting to ride it next. woooo.
As soon as i rode it, i could feel my head spinning like crazy and i even heard myself asking
It was unbelievably awesome!
i didn't scream as much as i wanted to though, because i was already in my dizzy lane. *peeakkkaboo*

Well, we chose to ride the stupid and the lamest ride of all on that day "the family train ride" as our last ride.
It was so cute, but boy was it boring. No wonder alot of kids and families took that ride.

Anyway, enuf of last tuesday. all i had to say is, it felt like my body was shaken and stirred up
the whole day.
I wasn't that much of a risk taker but i know a small part of me wanted to leashed out.
P/s: guys, i love themeparks. It's one of those things that i will go crazy for, if you put me in a themepark for a day.

Why? i get to shout and scream as much as i want! i get to get out from my comfort zone and be the risk taker which i am not really am usually. i get to be very exciting once in a while. some people wants to be mat rempit, some car racing,
some games, some smoking,

me? themeparks.
yeah, guys, i can be very lame. but it is the rush i get that made me love themeparks.
they make me go... yeahhhhhh babeyyy!

*clears throat*

Friday, October 20, 2006

have you ever thought that whether school bitches exist?
well let me tell you something, a real event that made me shocked
and couldn't believe that made me believe there is such thing as bitch.

As we all know, most of us, might thought of each other as bitch because
maybe we don't really understand the meaning of the word.
bitch. obviously has different meanings to different people.
I did not believe in cliches and bitches and i mean by real bitches until i saw

What would she do?
1st. She would purposely ask her friends what do they think of each other behind their back,
and then tell to the person that this friend of theirs call them this.
Got it?
2nd. She would critisize everyone's clothing. From head to toe, because i guess they have nothing better to do. They would make fun of other people's attire and make it as a conversation. How lifeless.
3rd. They would act nice to you in front of you, and after you turn around they'll call u ugly or something like that.
4th. Everyone thought they like everyone and the whole world. Bull Shit.
5th. They date around each other's boyfriends. How lame.
6th. They are extremely stupid and the reason they hang out with each other is because combined brains are better. kesian kan.
7th. They thought they are pretty. Oh dear Gosh.
My friend was the victim of these bitch attack. She was devastated to know that she got dumped and not allowed to join in that cliche. She didn't really know that they are total bitches.
Until, one of the girl in that cliche got burn too.
Girls really cannot be friends with anyone. Never. There's always that small part in you
that might not like the girl. Either it's her behaviour, her face, her laugh, her smile. Everything.
And will never get along with all the girls in the world. Put different girls in the same room, and you will get fights or even gossips or even curses behind their back.
How sad. But so true.
When will all the girls get together and really like each other? When will the nerds sit down with the materialistic girls? When will the simple girls hang with the high-maintanence girls?
Never right? Sad, but thats how we want things to be.


Monday, October 09, 2006

herm all of the sudden i ter ingat the movie love actually. i must say, it is one of
my favourite movie. LOVE IT! i rate it *****. 5 stars babey!
The movie was about love basically. That there is no such thing as 'No Love', and 'i cant live without her/him'.
Love does not come from that one special person. You can
get love from your family, your pet cat, your lecturer, your sister, your cousins,
your house, your computer, your workers, your grandma, your relax spot, your TV, your religion.. love actually is EVERYWHERE. but people, boy oh boy,
we never noticed it. Never.
We only knew the love of a relationship. The love of a family.
They limit their love choices to only a few. What happens when they did not get the love from where they thought they are suppose to get? They gave up and just not know what to do next.
The thing is we never realized that things we like and things that we have participated everyday can turn to .. yes, love.
I cried, laughed and nod to myself,while watching this movie, that yes it is true. Love is what holds us together. Love is what makes us go on in life. But sadly, we never realized it.
I was amazed by how the people in the movie found love. Found that special thing that made them go on in life.
they found it in their son, their maid, their wife, their friends, their 'drinks', other people's wife, and so on.
It is what made us thick and what made us still alive.
in different case, it is the money that manipulates us but it is the love that made us stay. The love to money, the love to our possession.
i continued my studies and still living for my family. I wana give them happiness when i'm working. For me, i found my love from my home back in Sabah. No boys, cars, and money can take them away from me. Everything about my home shaped who i am today. My small cousins, my nagging aunties, my cute sister, my small garden, everything.
I need a dose of my home everyweek, thus i decided to visit my cousin every weekend at pj. Everything about them makes me smile, happy, because they remind me of my home. This is what love does to me. I love everyone or anything that reminds me of my home.
Friends, and whoever is reading. Seriously, there's more to life than just your girlfriend, your car, your internet, your work. Start looking for love everywhere, you'd be surprise how it'll change your life. i dont mean by cheating though. i meant, love from any form, any sizes, any thing, any where!
ps; go, i'm working on it too. ;)

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

It was indeed my day yesterday.
I was happy to the extend that i just felt like hugging all the people around me at that time. Wow! From the surprises to the presents i got; i felt blessed and amazed happy truly that i am in KL studying in Taylors now.
I was thinking of buying myself a cake to eat by myself on my birthday, but something better happened. My housemates ambushed my room and sang me the birthday song and brought me a cake with a candle exactly at 12.00 am in the morning 2nd Oct!! I was shocked! i was still in a blur for a few minutes but when my roomate asked me to make a wish, i knew it was happening. It was real. I GOT A BIRTHDAY surprise at the last place i expected to get from! I was taking deep breaths, but still I couldn't control my tears. I burst in tears and my housemates hugged me to console.
I thought i'll be celebrating my birthday alone this year ( for it falls on a Monday), but i was wrong. Seriously, they are people out there that cares about me. And i was amazed by the hugs and the kisses i got.
I was touched. I couldn't help smiling when i went back to bed. I couldn't really sleep, i wanted to celebrate with my family above anything else, but after the surprise i think to myself, wow, it was my first time celebrating far from home with new people and new surrounding, it turned out to be surprisingly AMAZING.
Reached class, more wishes from my lovely friends. More hugs. *smiles*
After a class, I got another surprise. It was from my class mates this time. They kinda did the same thing like my housemates did, but this time i managed to take control of my tears because i wont allow embarassing myself. again.
So i hugged everyone nearby and thanked them as much as I could for putting out the effort to give me a birthday surprise.
Went to Asia Cafe at night and celebrated my birthday again. I took the time playing good pool, foosball... basically i took the time off. I am usually a person who's concerned about studies all the time and worries more about assignment. In short, i'm studious. Which can be yeah good at times.
But since that day is officially a day of MYSELF so no worries, books and problems can hold me down! None. * nyiahahahaha- laughs evilly* hehe.
More calls...more wishes. Wow, my phone was the busiest it has been that day. And boy was i glad because it was for an extremely good reason. *smiles*
Yet again, i'm here to conclude that the thought that my birthday this year will turned out
really bad and with no one to celebrate with was dead-wrong!
I had the most fun and love in years for my birthday from different people all over me. I was so happy.
Thanks you guys. It meant ALOT to me. =) Special thanks to Mr. Indy the coolest lecturer ever,
for taking his personal time to SMS me. Thanks thanks!