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I was suppose to be happy that i have the time all for myself now, after a very hectic week. Assignments and presentations, and noooooo it's not done yet! *Screeeeeeeaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* I was suppose to attend a function tonight, but because i felt like i malas, i cancelled it and stayed at home. Nah, i dun regret it because i can get to hear my housemate's day as an emcee. it was sweet i get to see her happy face and feel her excitement. really sweet i must say. i slept damn alot today. Woke up at 8.30am and went online for awhile. Around 9 sumthing after done with checking friendster and all, i went back to bed. Woke up at 11.00 am and then took a bath took some pictures of myself (haha, pity me!) and went back to bed. By that time i think it was around 1pm. I wooke up again around 3 sumthing. I woke up because my tummy was begging me to feed it. Went down bought some dish and masak nasi. Phuuu. After i ate, i went back to bed. AGAIN! Told u today i slept a lot. As
My other new friends! L-R : i think it's Amy(oops, my bad), Kerry and Aina! Me (on top). We were at our school's function; Rock Safe Gig thingy . All in all it was alright, good music... nuthing much i can say. errr, me and my friends pic was taken and was on Juice mag Sept 2006 issue!
First things first, i do not use foul words when talking to people. I am too innnocent to reach to that point. anyway, what i'm trying to say is.. you may not find anything eye-openin(literally) in my blog. De-finitely. I must say i'm abit conservative and still do maintain my sanity when i'm writing. (not that people who curse dont..). I was watching a TV advertisement about siblings talking about learning to speak English better. It was the New Strait Times iklan i think. Then i got emotional. yeah, yeah if u guys do not know, i'm an emotional baby, extremely i must say. It reminded me of my family, my mum to be specific. How she wanted so bad for us to appreciate education and keep on learning as much as we can, because we might never know how useful it can be in our future. She kept encouraging me to work hard in life and even if dun get what i deserved now, one day i will. It kept me going strong, and it made me never wanted to give up on my studies. NEVER.
I'm quite patient i must say. and when i say Quite, i mean by VERY . I can tolerate any kind of people's actions. I can tolerate any machine that does not work that basically eats up my money. I can tolerate jams. I can tolerate really weird/ head-cracking musics. I can tolerate intolerant people. I can tolerate basically... alot. (Which i think is quite an achievement to our community already i must say). I'm not saying that i've got all the patience in the world that i felt like braggin about it in my blog, it's just that i know i'm that patient that i am quite glad and proud of this advantage i have. so, i feel like writing it down and tell u why i say so. If you thought you had alot of patience in you or you don't really believe in people like me do exist, think again. Whenever i put on an angry face, i was just basically trying to be cute(which always DOES NOT work) and kidding around with you. It was always never real, personal or serious. NEVER!
i LOVE + + + and their friends! I'm a nature person ; gives me peace!
My New Friends! L-R: Me, Swee Wei and Audrey.
I wish wishing well works. well, here it goes. i was with a friend of mine yesterday and we were about to make a wish from a wishing well. It sounded really stupid for believing in these things but somehow, deep-deep inside of us, we still trusted the wishing well anyway. i wished for something; i thought not impossible to be granted. that all i had to do is to believe in myself and work damn hard for it.. was it too much too ask? People don't really work for things they want. we have become so glued with a relaxing lifestyle that whenever we are faced with difficulties and challenges, we thought that it's the end of the road for us. Some chose to believe in wishing wells, like me! honestly, i love wishing wells and with some reasons i kinda believed in them . it's not that i am an extreme superstitious, it's just that when i wish for something from the wishing well it pulls me out from the reality, and for a minute, i believed in miracles, fantasy and chasing dreams
26th September 2006 Today was awful . Herm, woke up with a killer sore throat early in the morning, took a cold bath, got fully done with my makeup and clothes ready for school, when Denise called me that today's classes are cancelled.... I looked in the mirror, feeling satisfied with my pinkish makeup for a minute, then rub it all off. Well, i didnt look like tyra banks or any model either way but hey, i woke up as early as 6.45 am to get it done ok! grr! i jump back to bed, and rest my sleep head..... the sun shone through the window, forcing me to get up. ergh. i woke up again. picking up my laundry. i need to wash my clothes.. after the laundry, the mishaps happened. i went down to the shops nearby to get myself a mee-in-the-cup, a bun and a plastic of peppermint lozenges. after finishing the mee-in-the-cup, i thought i would lay down again resting my very not healthy body. All of the sudden, my head started to sweat really heavily, my tummy churns and churns telling me &q